Or how watching a YouTube Channel I would never normally watch made me feel less alone…
Here it is, A Hoarder’s Heart, the YouTube channel of Melanie Renee, commonly known as “Miss Heart!” as for a while she was anonymous; this was during COVID, I believe, so the face mask was forgivable, if not the dark glasses she used to hide her identity. And hide it she did, because she was concerned with the stigma that hoarding has. She is now out and proud on her web site at https://hoardersheart.com/
“Oh, the perkiness!” Annoyingly cute!!!
We have probably all watched those “hoarders are broken” shows on TV. So, you can understand why Melanie decided to remain hidden until she felt confident enough to ‘own’ her disorder. And, inadvertently, YouTube (as well as journaling) was a source of strength for her to face her affliction. A casual acquaintance put me on to her online offerings and I was sceptical; this is totally not the kind of channel I would follow. And yet…
…I seem to be ok with it. It’s not how I would do a video channel, but until I actually start discussing my own journey, who am I to talk? In the meantime, her “perky” message is quite endearing, and I feel supported. Damn her! The big thing she does is NOT discuss it all clinically; she’s never going to mention the DSM-5! And she is definitely not going to castigate hoarders the way some shows – I’m talking to YOU “Hoarders” and “Hoarding: Buried Alive” – delight in doing.
Reality (TV) is broken
These shows are controversial and have been critiqued many times as exploitative and harmful because of their “intervention agenda” aimed at ‘quick fixes’ in TV timeframes. Unfortunately, these discussions are often aimed more at support workers and practitioners than those dealing with HD. Or they are just as exploitative and misrepresentative…
Is Hoarders real or fake?
The ‘truth’ about “Hoarders”
Watch from 8:01 to see the emotional damage!
A daughter’s reaction to her Mom’s “Hoarders” experience
I’ll leave this article here to summarise the bad feelings this kind of thing engenders:
It also suggested, by way of a ‘near miss’ dialogue, what a good programme about HD should include, which is (I guess) where I come in. It also links to these two articles:
which asks “Where are the Rich and Middle Class hoarders?” When I owned the bank owned a six bedroom house my hoard was a collection; everything away or on display. Only when I was ‘downsized’ did it become problematic. So, David Boles has a point.
where Heather Havrilesky struggles with decluttering her father’s detritus. I know how this feels! It’s harder to face the rejection that removing other people’s stuff brings. I really reallyreally REALLY DON’T need to watch any of these to start my own journey.
The little exposure I have had to this ‘genre’ – mostly from researching this piece – instilled an initial “Well, at least I’m not that bad!” sentiment, but there is the trap. No, I don’t have dead dogs or faeces under piles of crap, but I do have to ‘limbo’ my way through rooms. I’ve watched enough to hear similar logic applied to justifying the keeping of stuff: “That might be useful one day.” or “That IS a project I want to complete some time.” I may not be as bad but I am bad.
How to cease being a Dad
The fear of loss – unsustainable acquisition and aversion to removal; small losses – is an echo of greater loss. Loss. LOSS. In my case, from childhood abuse (loss of innocence) all the way to my messy divorce (loss of family). Not through death, but the choices of others.
They say “You never stop being a parent.” but what if your children decide this is what they want? Or need! So, I used to be a father. That is my most immediate loss. Loss of choice. Loss of control. Loss of the chance to be a carer. Because, although I have ‘rights’, what is the point if I have my ex-wife (and, presumably, my daughters) setting the agenda of not wanting me?
All I was left with was to be a source of money each month. And a six bedroom “family home”, costing 2/3rds of my monthly salary, only kept because the ‘plan’ – for them to live with me half the week, “sharing childcare and minimising disruption”- lasted not even a day after they all moved into their nice new refurbished house. Just before Christmas…
Living 100% with the mother, not my choice or what we had agreed, meant I was then liable for full child support, in addition to a massive mortgage. So, when the roof started leaking and the boiler broke I couldn’t afford to make repairs. Then Covid hit and the housing market slumped. I lived a bare essentials hermitage to keep up with the bills.
When I did eventually sell, at a loss, the trauma of packing was left to a removal company; they were great, moving and arranging storage in a large number of units, because a LOT of what was left was the discarded belongings of my family. They had the luxury of just walking away from it all, letting me know they weren’t coming back in a brief phone call. The day after the move into their new place. It’s no wonder why I really hate “That End Of Year Period” (TEOYP) now; not that I was a fan before…
The need to quickly vacate the family home, when it was sold, meant I had no time (or emotional energy) to do more than ruthlessly cull my family’s discards. Even though I knew – they had confirmed – they didn’t care, I did. Having all that space hid an already problematic hoarding issue, of course, but it wasn’t just my belongings.
It should have been easy to get rid of these things, but I took months (actually, years) to recover. Barnardo’s received a good deal of it, but only the easy things. I paid (and am still paying) for those storage units and, only now, am I beginning to be able to face further reductions.
I’m about to be made redundant and face forced retirement. I cannot (and never really could) afford £200/month to store stuff I’ve not needed or used for five years! Half of which isn’t even mine. This is why my much smaller house is filled with stuff; to reduce my additional storage costs. This is what is sapping my soul as well as my wallet.
So, if you know someone who is suffering under the weight of Hoarding Disorder (HD) you might want to point them at Miss Heart’s videos instead of Reality TV. And give them a hug to let them know you accept them for who they are!
Goat Paths/Tracks/Trails*
*opinions vary as to which is the official version of this phrase. I’m going with ‘path’ here
So, how am I doing? Well, ok(ish). I’ve realised that, for the most part, when I ‘tidy’ I am just clearing the narrow paths I use to get from room to room; not necessarily a bad thing as it enables me to keep living here, but also a “Sisyphean Task” that is never finished. I’m not impacting on the piles of stuff so much as the gaps, which one expert called “goat paths”. It gives the illusion of progress but without the actual progress:
Progress LITE‽ Available at all
good hoards everywhere!!!
Hmmm… this is a concern. I’m pushing that rock up the mountain every day. But, like Sisyphus, I’m actually chuffed with even the tiniest bit of progress. After all, he never let it grind him down and owned the punishment the Gods meted out; possibly even being happy, as proposed in this fun video.
My plan is to sell stuff or give it away. To be realistic about what projects are no longer a good idea. To display and use things as part of a collection. To only pay for new things with the proceeds of selling old things:
How to resurrect an AGFA Blitzlampe and (start to) save your soul
Mid flash captured at 200fps
I have increasingly too many cameras. Not “too many” too many – you can never REALLY have TOO many cameras – but I have had to come to terms with the fact that I am a “hoarder”.
Hoarding Disorder (HD) is recognised “by the eleventh revision of the International Classification of Diseases (ICD-11) and the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fifth Edition (DSM-5).”
It is an actual mental health disease now. Well, that’s reassuring! So, in order to accommodate my increased interest in old cameras, as well as to be able to SEE the floor in at least some of my rooms, I am going to acknowledge I have a problem.
Part of the issue with HD is that sufferers don’t (initially at least) see it as a problem; this is why it has been separated from OCD in the above tomes. Previously, it was defined as a type of O… wait… C.D.O. (there, that’s better, it’s now in alphabetical order!), but the two are quite different. OCD hoarders do it out of fear. Hoarders do it out of love. Every thing has a uniqueness, a (potential) purpose, a value. But enough is enough. There’s barely room for me and my long suffering cats, let alone the possibility of visitors.
So, out with the old – games, books, consoles, etc – and in with the (not so) new – cameras and related film equipment. I will pay for acquisitions by selling stuff; eBay mostly, but Gex, Vinted, and even (shudder) FaceBook Marketplace are being explored. Oh, and Board Game Geek for the more specialist collectibles. And, to motivate me to let go as well as get go, I’ll be recording it all here, on my blog, and on YouTube; see https://youtube.com/@drmikehoarder and https://doctormikereddy.com/hoard/ for further details of my progress.
Now, to the new (?) shiny shown above. This is an AGFA Amateur Flashlight for Flash Powder, probably from around 1909 when the patent 230110 – embossed on the cover – was issued.
AGFA Amateur Flashlight DRP 230110
It is a clockwork powered flash gun – you can hear me winding it in the short Slowmo video – that used magnesium flash powder with flash paper to create large flashes to illuminate photographs. Like this:
Timed sequence over 1/40th second (in five 1/200th s jumps)
The spark begins 1/5Sparks fly 2/5The largest spark 3/5The heat of the sparking wheel 4/5The remnant heat 5/5
This was (and still is!) a potentially very dangerous thing. However, I have several old cameras; the oldest dates to 1893, a KW Cycle Poco No.3
KW Cycle Poco No.3
It is for this that I’ve done some acquisition. One of the biggest issues with HD is acquiring stuff; the other main one is not getting rid of stuff. That’s how ‘clutter’ becomes catastrophe! So, what did I let go, to get it (and the camera, in fact)? This:
Halo 3 Legendary Edition (aka the “cat helmet”)
This Halo 3 Legendary Edition (complete in box) I’ve had since the launch event; I reviewed Halo 3 – it got a 10/10 BTW – for “Games Night”, a show I guested on then presented for Portland TV’s XLeague channel years ago. I also scored the Grand Theft Auto 4 limited edition, but that is in storage somewhere, and will be sold separately.
So, now I’m just waiting for the flash powder and flash paper to try the flash out “for real”. While I am waiting I will have to decide what to sell next to make space. It will be an MB Vectrex and multicast I’ve had since it was released in 1983; I still have the original receipt!
An ongoing list of super secret projects (done and undone)
#0 the first, but at the time unnamed SSP: redecorating Rachel’s balcony as a garden – DONE and DUSTED. Eventually the fake grass was removed after several years, but the job was done and Bella (her dog) had overcome her fear of going out there. Sadly, Bella died recently, so the impetus to make the balcony a garden has lapsed.
#1 is Hidden (Rachel don’t look)
Mini moke for The Prisoner – dinky car restoration STARTED. I have all of the parts. I just need to find them in my many boxes! Definitely ONGOING!
Daisy – an authentic 1930s bicycle for Winnie (Rachel’s 1930/40s alter-ego) MOSTLY DONE. A few bits to add and general maintenance. Also, Winnie needs a bike helmet and suitably sized floppy straw hat to hide it in!
#3 What WAS No.3??? Ah yes, milling wheat into flour. Has been moved to SSSP#1 below
#4 – a parasol for Rachel’s balcony DONE. In a way proving #0 will be ongoing
#5 – Afghan Box camera/Phylacteric Camera/soul catcher MOSTLY DONE. I have metal plates for tintypes, chemicals and a camera – the ABC idea is mostly for a box to develop the prints, so that people can see the process – and completed a drying box for the plates. Research into reverse process for plates done, but can also do paper, which is quite exciting, as much cheaper. Double exposing and other fun stuff to do. However, I’ve yet to get a successful tintype to work and the paper reversal process has proved trickier than expected; I guess just a lot more practice needed, so ONGOING
#6 fixing, repairing, restoring a range of old cameras ONGOING. Will probably never stop.
#7 three cakes for Rachel ONGOING. I bought Rachel a three tier, 1930s cake tin, with the promise of three cakes: Lemon Drizzle; Stem Ginger and Teisen Lap (a Welsh moist fruit cake). The first choice she made was for Lemon Drizzle Cake, which is today’s challenge (5/3/25).
Super Secret Saxon Project List. There is a special list for Saxon projects as it is a new area of research.
#1 Quern (and a modern mill) for grain DONE. All materials acquired. Quern, grain, modern mill; quern stones produce a lot of stone dust, so need to minimise contamination. Winefride (Rachel’s Saxon alter-ego) and I have grounded enough to make a very tasty loaf! Will keep experimenting, so ONGOING.
#2 the Saxon “camera” (an ‘in joke’ about how Saxon’s would record memories) – musical instruments, inc. drum, flute, and lyre ONGOING. The base lyre was a very cheap, not great one, which I have rebooted – repairing, reducing, undoing, extending – and the meat-work for the various bones – sheep, cow, deer – is done; cutting and drilling, etc, ONGOING. Drum ordering was problematic; several dodgy companies out there mis-selling 🙁 but I eventually got a suitable one to restring – they almost always use modern chord – and to paint. More research needed to get the art design right, but hoping it will be pagan gods inspired. There is no strong evidence for the type of drums that Saxons used, or how they looked. So, it is guesswork. Finally, a set of wooden pipes based on a broken set found at Jorvik has been made; a bit of sanding to do, but basically DONE.
#3 Broaches and beads for Winifride DONE. The Sutton Hoo beads and the broaches bought. The chord has been hand-woven from linen thread. A horn ring for Winefride STARTED, with all materials acquired, but the main shaping and polishing to do.
#4 Warp weighted loom STARTED. I have suitable tools (axes, draw knives, etc) but need to source coppiced wood and shiny linen thread; I have oiled thread not waxed
#5 Bread oven PLANNING
#6 My own lyre from scratch PLANNING, but I have some possible wood and tools
Billy Bragg reminded me on FaceBook yesterday that it was Tony Benn’s 100th birthday. Ot would have been if we had been lucky enough to still be blessed by his presence. He’s always been something of a hero: eschewing rank and privilege to represent the Silenced by Society, to represent those unable to represent themselves, to ask the hard questions of the powerful.
Here they are, his five questions:
What power have you got?
Where did you get it from?
In whose interests do you exercise it?
To whom are you accountable?
And how can we get rid of you?
“If you cannot get rid of the people who govern you” he told parliament in 2001 “you do not live in a democratic system.”
Universities aren’t democracies, it seems. That should be no surprise given they are oligarchic by default, but forced to run as service industry businesses due to the nature of their funding for decades. However, business leaders are ultimately held responsible for their decisions. The five questions still apply, to an extent. Possibly more lucrative would be to ask: How are those in power accountable to us? Who is responsible for decisions made? Why have they not been replaced?
Listening to the You Aren’t So Smart podcast recently – we all need to be reminded of that, every now and then – I was introduced to the concept of triggers for either a growth mindset or a fixed one. In essence, we can all get into the mood for entrenching our thoughts, feelings and beliefs, seeking to justify our current position by selecting our bias over counter-indicators. The guest speaker, psychologist Mary C. Murphy, author of “Cultures of Growth”, extended the concept to whole organisations as well as individuals. The alternative, she believes, is to recognise those negative associations and to try to redirect triggers into cultures of growth that can better support collaboration, innovation, performance, and wellbeing.
I sat in the pub last night after (possibly) my last ever day of teaching – it’s a long story – with a small (select?) group of my students. They are a special bunch. Second years on a closed course, BSc Computer Games Development, wondering what will come in next year’s final run out, given talks of redundancy. They aren’t alone in facing a vague future; several other courses are closing, and this is common across the UK sector.
It is not my first time having to see out a course – actually it is my third (or fourth?) – but what makes these students special (and they really are!) is that they help each other. They understand and recognise that they are their own best asset on the course; hopefully us tutors come a close second, but in any course with a sense of community there should be graceful collaboration. Not the corrosive, collusive kind. The ‘knowing what is appropriate to help learning’ sort. Lecturers can feel it when they walk into a classroom. Even when it’s not their class. If you’ve never experienced it, I pity you.
How do I describe it? It’s like the change in hum when a beekeeper opens up a hive. Or the ready thrum of a well tuned engine idling before a race. There’s an anticipatory intensity that washes over you. They become aware of your presence when you walk in, and are comfortable to gently acknowledge it before carrying on. I’ve had colleagues enter a room to catch me for a quick conference and the first thing they remark on is a feeling that important things are happening that they are sorry to be interrupting. Every time I smile. It isn’t me, or anything I’ve done really, other than, perhaps, encourage, foster and grow that communal spirit as best I can as the metaphorical beekeeper. I wish I could take the credit for more than polite intervention, when there are the few inevitable clashes.
Because of course there are clashes. Individual personalities can end with solitary students being isolated from that peer support. Then it gets tricky, and one or more shut down into a fixed mindset: why should I/we help THEM? However, thankfully, these situations have been few and far between. Students who think (or have constantly been told) they are “smart” are often those who feel unable to experiment, to fail, to leave their comfort zones for fear of being “found out” or otherwise judged if something goes wrong. If they don’t get that ‘A’ in class.
Encouraging students to see assessment (and learning in general, but this is what many are motivated by) as a process rather than a product is nothing new. If they can feel reassured the journey is more important than the destination, that failing and carrying on or knowing when to quit, students can feel more able to collaborate and, more importantly, ask for help.
It is the same for university leaders and lecturers – Leaders and Lecturers sounds like a terrible Role Playing Game – in that a fixed mindset reinforces the status quo, prevents innovation and change, and ultimately alienates everyone across the whole spectrum of Higher Education. I wish we could all be more like those students
Two recent worrying reports about USW, but not worrying for the obvious reasons:
https://www.business-live.co.uk/opinion-analysis/university-south-wales-seen-alarming-31300796 AND https://nation.cymru/news/staff-unhappy-with-leadership-of-the-university-of-south-wales/
The latter of which involved a leaked document related to the results of a recent staff survey. I’d actually asked myself if this raw data was public, as the document itself was marked by Office365 as “Public”; documents can be marked Confidential, which restricts access through encryption, and this option has certainly been used recently in relation to redundancies.
The answer I was given was that it was on a USW SharePoint site, so only for USW staff. However, as a Government funded body, USW like all universities in the UK, is subject to freedom of information legislation. There should be no confidentiality unless for a valid reason; FoI has exceptions in law, which is right and proper. While I acquiesced to the implicit “don’t share” reply I received, someone took the “public” tag on the document at face value, it seems.
What is weird about the Nation Cymru article is, firstly, their use of the term “leaked”, because it was a “public” document; the distribution of publicly funded information isn’t leaking. It is dissemination, which academics should thrive on.
The second concern is the “lecturer at the university who didn’t wish to be named” being quoted. I’m guessing here that it was this person who ‘leaked’ the document. The problem (and it can be seen two ways) is the ‘not wanting to be named’ bit, either because of the fear of reprisals – if they are found out this would compound matters – or the lack of taking responsibility. This is, of course, assuming that the sharing of public information is in fact misconduct?
I think, this unnamed lecturer should be able to make such comments freely, openly, and not be afraid of the consequences. The raw data is pretty damning, but the Nation Cymru coverage goes little further than the highlights disseminated in the official summary infographic distributed to staff on the USW Intranet, which gives the most positive spin on the better sides of the survey. This isn’t misrepresentation. There ARE some positives in staff attitudes captured by the survey. It just disappears when the questions relate to the leadership.
For me, the most important elements are very high levels of harassment being reported. For example, and this is eye opening, 80% of Executive responded to the survey – generally it was two thirds of workers in different categories – but 100% of them reported experiencing harassment. All of them.
There were other less than ideal nuggets, but (and this is the point of a staff satisfaction survey) we shouldn’t be afraid of the negatives. They allow us to address the problems, when often they are hidden otherwise; such as in an environment of fear, where people feel unable to speak out for fear of reprisals.
ENDS
* “The construction not only….but (also) is called a correlative conjunction. It is used to present two related pieces of information. Both pieces of information are being presented by the writer as surprising or unexpected, with the second one being even more surprising than the first.”
Please forgive the blanket broadcast, but I wanted to make something clear; I know a few of you I no longer teach and you’ll be graduating soon, but it seemed easier to send to everyone.
GenAI… it’s seen by many academics as a threat, because it overturns years (decades?) of assessment practice, making previously time-consuming tasks relatively easy. There are local, institutional, national, and international debates about how to deal with it; I know, because I have the honour of being involved across the planet in these often heated discussions.
Even the UK Government in a recent paper for consultation are of the view that “the right to read is the right to mine”; a pretty shocking ‘laissez faire’ (anything goes) approach justified by (in my words) the idea that if everyone else is looting we should too! They word it as not impeding a competitive advantage of UK based AI companies at the expense of copyright holders. It truly is a “if I can see it I can steal it” doctrine, because protecting rights holders is, apparently, something no competitor country or company will do.
So, there we have it. GenAI is likely to be endorsed as necessary to our economy. You better start learning it. I know some already are. If, by the end of your course you don’t know how to:
1) set up a local GenAI (and it being standalone, not needing an internet connection);
2) improve your GenAI prompting skills;
3) apply what I call ‘The Three Vs’ (verification, validation and veracity), so you know the output is good, true and relevant.
you will have missed out. This is going to be the defining skill of your generation.
To that end, I’m going to encourage (and try to support) you all to use these tools as much as you are willing to; I can also see the virtue in eschewing (deciding not to use) them and approach assessment ‘naked’ and I’d give credit to that approach too. So, I’d like to encourage either strategy. If you use GenAI add chat logs to your submissions, and use repo commits with comments to track evolving your code for me, so we can see how you use these tools, capturing the process. If you are GenAI free make a declaration in your submission.
I see it as vital you start using these tools or showing what you can legitimately do without them. The best way is to document your process. I’m going to lead by example and capture my logs and start using them myself. Who knows, I might just manage to keep up with you all.
tl;dr
Dont be afraid of GenAI (in my assessments and classes at least). Know what each individual lecturer needs from you, and honour it; if they say no GenAI, there is probably a good reason. You will have a safe space to experiment in my modules, or already have in the case of the final years. BUT document your usage.
How auto-exploitation has had us giving our freedom away willingly…
The Myth of Self Improvement – YouTube
We are not isolated individuals seeking individual isolated goals. We have nothing to prove. No approval needed. Be your worst self! Do what you should, not just what you can. Processivity over Productivity; the doing is better than the done.
Not that you shouldn’t finish anything, but that you should finish everything. So, be realistic and complete goals, but make the goals small and achievable. And make ‘making’ a goal in itself. Don’t buy something when you can make it! Even of that is more costly in the short term. Buying ingredients and kit to make bread is an obstacle, but the ‘ownership’ of the resultant bread is key.
Think about all those things you ‘had’ to do during Covid (including sour dough loaves!). These were necessary because our burn out and self-exploitation were forcibly removed. Be honest. Weren’t there times you missed Covid. (Not the needless deaths and Government hypocrisy!)
Being prevented from (fake) “freedom” – freedom of choice, but where others decide the options – actually freed us in meaningful ways. It also gave our dogs the best time!
We truly live when we just live. Be eclectic in your interests and be kind to everyone (including yourself!)
In my post “You may have noticed” (written, I see, nearly four years ago 🙁 which comes something of a shock!) I recount the loss and costly retrieval of the domain name and rebirth of the site. While I intimated that I was rather bad at updating things I did assume having to pay my own way could be a personal call to action; sadly those four years (without going into unnecessary details) was my almost biblical ‘time in the wilderness’ with many great changes of circumstance. I won’t dwell…
Suffice it to say: I’ve moved house three times; had my main area of teaching, the computer games degree, culled (for the second time!); survived the experience of toxic union action, losing over £8000 in lost wages (thanks to my benmalevalent employer), but worse, seeing the corruption of democratic process within my own branch. I have now joined another trade union.
Ok, maybe I’ve dwelt a bit, but there are other things I can’t/won’t talk about. So, onto the positive 🙂
I started reading this article on The Conversation:
“But hoarding situations where people are unable to cook in their kitchen, wash in their bathroom, entertain friends or even live in their living room, do not happen overnight. Hoarding behaviour starts long before someone’s possessions take over their home. The longer it goes on for, the harder it is for the person to address it.”
(Link above)
I think being unhappy in my marriage (even though I may not have realised it) may have broken me a long time ago…
…but we’re being positive here! What is good about self-diagnosing my status as a hoarder? Well, they say admitting it to yourself is the first step. What could be more positive than the first step‽
Ok, how did to get to living in just the smallest bedroom of a 3 bedroom house – actually 2.5! It’s that small! – with occasional trips to the even smaller bathroom and, smallest of all, the kitchen, while the rest of the house is full (and I mean FULL) of boxes and piles of things? And that’s not counting the five storage units that are costing me £200/month; please don’t judge. Well, it’s because I get wild ideas. Super secret projects. Crazy schemes to do/make cool and creative things. So, I acquire all the components – electronics, cameras, exciting and interesting stuff – then it lies there unfinished. And because it was started each project is in limbo. And so am I!
Well, my second step is to start documenting the projects. Making them real by being out there. So, hopefully, I will see progress. It might not work, and I may not make the project pages visible/public, but it’s worth a try. Wish me luck!
I am doing a CPD course on the revised way of working post-Covid-19 for next academic year, called USW DEAL (Digitally Enabled Active Learning). Our first task was to reflect upon the following article: “Let’s lose the deficit language about online education” by Tansy Jessop from the University of Bristol
I’m a big fan of WonkHE, especially the podcast, which provides an interesting and diverse take on the issues facing HE every week; I definitely recommend it, as a good way to scope all the blogs, etc, that get produced on their site, which can be overwhelming to keep up with otherwise. Guest posts range from very practical to highly abstract, but all useful. However, apart from disliking the term “pivot to” as it implies a degree of choice and control that might be lacking – swerve madly to take the right fork in the road” might be more accurate – anything that gets us realistically talking about effective pedagogies is a good thing, in my book.
Reading the critique of the Media handling of this sudden change of delivery in (or rather outside) universities, but also schools and colleges, of course, begs the question why a revolution in Education is being debated in the Press. My own take was that it was more speculative, rather than prophetic in nature. Calling it naive is dismissive though. There is a lot of rhetorical language in the piece – a LOT! Such as “within an inch of” – that undermines the argument; it is almost an ad hominem attack on all journalists.
Furthermore, the apparently obvious decline in lecture attendance, presented as fact. While there is some evidence for lack of attendance and corresponding poor attainment, the literature also presents a weak positive correlation, to positive effects of access to archived lectures, which the author of this piece neatly forgets. Recordings are not a good substitute for lectures, online or otherwise, so long as they are interactive. However, while non-attendance at a lecture is a common reason given for accessing recordings, it is balanced by educationally beneficial reasons, such as note taking, reviewing learning, and assessment preparation. It must be remembered that there is a significant cost associated with coming on campus – for USW students it can be £6-£9 or even more, on public transport – and this highlights the need for effective timetabling. Ultimately, accessibility to learning materials is vastly improved for students with special educational needs, but the “kerb cut effect” will help those on the continuum between those with and without stated needs. One study in 2018 found “no evidence for a negative effect of recording use, or that attendance and recording use were related” (Nordmann et al 2018) and, more importantly, found that lecture capture was “most beneficial for first year undergraduates, particularly non native speakers. The four year study identified strong students as able to substitute attendance with recordings, while weaker students benefited from using it as a supplement to attending lectures. Of course, there are many papers citing small, local examples of attendance equating to better performance, but these don’t span the time that Nordmann’s study examined. However, when we are forced to deliver lectures online, and recording is effectively mandatory, as a result of it already being digital, and not wanting to negatively impact students, the most important question is to ask why a live lecture is more effective than a passive recording? And what, if anything, we need to do to reduce the potential negative effects of students only being able to access recordings.
Jessop seems to have a low impression of students as well, implying a conscious and informed choice in skimming lecture materials; there are many and varied reasons why students may find it difficult to attend at a particular time, and a particular place (or technology). Her assertion that only the OU were involved in effective online delivery is outdated. Several universities have been engaging in distance courses, at all levels, quite successfully, using a range of techniques and technologies, and not all adhering to the Open University model, even if it is an effective and adaptive approach, evolved over decades. She is right, though, that it is the ‘more traditional’ institutions that have adhered to the ‘chalk and talk’ habit. But the “new normal” (whatever that is!) is an opportunity Jessop identifies as (in my words) the ill wind; a disruptive act that allows us to consider change.
Jessop’s shopping list of opportunities is “a bit utopian” she recognises, but we finally get to her concerns over “deficit language”, by which I believe she means avoiding the “negative waves”; either the naysayers saying “Tried that… didn’t work…”
or the “We have no choice but to…” grudging adopters.
Thread: What’s wrong with "Deficit Language" anyway?
Thread 2 of 22 Posts in this Thread 0 Unread 0 Unread Replies to Me 1 hour agoMike Reddy What’s wrong with “Deficit Language” anyway? COLLAPSE
I’m a big fan of WonkHE, especially the podcast, which provides an interesting and diverse take on the issues facing HE every week; I definitely recommend it, as a good way to scope all the blogs, etc, that get produced on their site, which can be overwhelming to keep up with otherwise. Guest posts range from very practical to highly abstract, but all useful. However, apart from disliking the term “pivot to” as it implies a degree of choice and control that might be lacking – swerve madly to take the right fork in the road” might be more accurate – anything that gets us realistically talking about effective pedagogies is a good thing, in my book.
Reading the critique of the Media handling of this sudden change of delivery in (or rather outside) universities, but also schools and colleges, of course, begs the question why a revolution in Education is being debated in the Press. My own take was that it was more speculative, rather than prophetic in nature. Calling it naive is dismissive though. There is a lot of rhetorical language in the piece – a LOT! Such as “within an inch of” – that undermines the argument; it is almost an ad hominem attack on all journalists.
Furthermore, the apparently obvious decline in lecture attendance, presented as fact. While there is some evidence for lack of attendance and corresponding poor attainment, the literature also presents a weak positive correlation, to positive effects of access to archived lectures, which the author of this piece neatly forgets. Recordings are not a good substitute for lectures, online or otherwise, so long as they are interactive. However, while non-attendance at a lecture is a common reason given for accessing recordings, it is balanced by educationally beneficial reasons, such as note taking, reviewing learning, and assessment preparation. It must be remembered that there is a significant cost associated with coming on campus – for USW students it can be £6-£9 or even more, on public transport – and this highlights the need for effective timetabling. Ultimately, accessibility to learning materials is vastly improved for students with special educational needs, but the “kerb cut effect” will help those on the continuum between those with and without stated needs. One study in 2018 found “no evidence for a negative effect of recording use, or that attendance and recording use were related” (Nordmann et al 2018) and, more importantly, found that lecture capture was “most beneficial for first year undergraduates, particularly non native speakers. The four year study identified strong students as able to substitute attendance with recordings, while weaker students benefited from using it as a supplement to attending lectures. Of course, there are many papers citing small, local examples of attendance equating to better performance, but these don’t span the time that Nordmann’s study examined. However, when we are forced to deliver lectures online, and recording is effectively mandatory, as a result of it already being digital, and not wanting to negatively impact students, the most important question is to ask why a live lecture is more effective than a passive recording? And what, if anything, we need to do to reduce the potential negative effects of students only being able to access recordings.
Jessop seems to have a low impression of students as well, implying a conscious and informed choice in skimming lecture materials; there are many and varied reasons why students may find it difficult to attend at a particular time, and a particular place (or technology). Her assertion that only the OU were involved in effective online delivery is outdated. Several universities have been engaging in distance courses, at all levels, quite successfully, using a range of techniques and technologies, and not all adhering to the Open University model, even if it is an effective and adaptive approach, evolved over decades. She is right, though, that it is the ‘more traditional’ institutions that have adhered to the ‘chalk and talk’ habit. But the “new normal” (whatever that is!) is an opportunity Jessop identifies as (in my words) the ill wind; a disruptive act that allows us to consider change.
Jessop’s shopping list of opportunities is “a bit utopian” she recognises, but we finally get to her concerns over “deficit language”, by which I believe she means avoiding the “negative waves”; either the naysayers saying “Tried that… didn’t work…”
or the “We have no choice but to…” grudging adopters.
Thread: What’s wrong with "Deficit Language" anyway?
Thread 2 of 22 Posts in this Thread 0 Unread 0 Unread Replies to Me 1 hour agoMike Reddy What’s wrong with “Deficit Language” anyway? COLLAPSE
I’m a big fan of WonkHE, especially the podcast, which provides an interesting and diverse take on the issues facing HE every week; I definitely recommend it, as a good way to scope all the blogs, etc, that get produced on their site, which can be overwhelming to keep up with otherwise. Guest posts range from very practical to highly abstract, but all useful. However, apart from disliking the term “pivot to” as it implies a degree of choice and control that might be lacking – swerve madly to take the right fork in the road” might be more accurate – anything that gets us realistically talking about effective pedagogies is a good thing, in my book.
Reading the critique of the Media handling of this sudden change of delivery in (or rather outside) universities, but also schools and colleges, of course, begs the question why a revolution in Education is being debated in the Press. My own take was that it was more speculative, rather than prophetic in nature. Calling it naive is dismissive though. There is a lot of rhetorical language in the piece – a LOT! Such as “within an inch of” – that undermines the argument; it is almost an ad hominem attack on all journalists.
Furthermore, the apparently obvious decline in lecture attendance, presented as fact. While there is some evidence for lack of attendance and corresponding poor attainment, the literature also presents a weak positive correlation, to positive effects of access to archived lectures, which the author of this piece neatly forgets. Recordings are not a good substitute for lectures, online or otherwise, so long as they are interactive. However, while non-attendance at a lecture is a common reason given for accessing recordings, it is balanced by educationally beneficial reasons, such as note taking, reviewing learning, and assessment preparation. It must be remembered that there is a significant cost associated with coming on campus – for USW students it can be £6-£9 or even more, on public transport – and this highlights the need for effective timetabling. Ultimately, accessibility to learning materials is vastly improved for students with special educational needs, but the “kerb cut effect” will help those on the continuum between those with and without stated needs. One study in 2018 found “no evidence for a negative effect of recording use, or that attendance and recording use were related” (Nordmann et al 2018) and, more importantly, found that lecture capture was “most beneficial for first year undergraduates, particularly non native speakers. The four year study identified strong students as able to substitute attendance with recordings, while weaker students benefited from using it as a supplement to attending lectures. Of course, there are many papers citing small, local examples of attendance equating to better performance, but these don’t span the time that Nordmann’s study examined. However, when we are forced to deliver lectures online, and recording is effectively mandatory, as a result of it already being digital, and not wanting to negatively impact students, the most important question is to ask why a live lecture is more effective than a passive recording? And what, if anything, we need to do to reduce the potential negative effects of students only being able to access recordings.
Jessop seems to have a low impression of students as well, implying a conscious and informed choice in skimming lecture materials; there are many and varied reasons why students may find it difficult to attend at a particular time, and a particular place (or technology). Her assertion that only the OU were involved in effective online delivery is outdated. Several universities have been engaging in distance courses, at all levels, quite successfully, using a range of techniques and technologies, and not all adhering to the Open University model, even if it is an effective and adaptive approach, evolved over decades. She is right, though, that it is the ‘more traditional’ institutions that have adhered to the ‘chalk and talk’ habit. But the “new normal” (whatever that is!) is an opportunity Jessop identifies as (in my words) the ill wind; a disruptive act that allows us to consider change.
Jessop’s shopping list of opportunities is “a bit utopian” she recognises, but we finally get to her concerns over “deficit language”, by which I believe she means avoiding the “negative waves”; either the naysayers saying “Tried that… didn’t work…”
or the “We have no choice but to…” grudging adopters.
So, let us look at the list:
personalise learning – just in time learning is just training without the thoughtful review, and the time management requirement might be difficult in any event, let alone during lockdown
a shift from content-driven curricular – almost impossible for vocational courses, where a good deal of content, as well as technique is required. Furthermore, students have (in direct surveys, etc) expressed a desire not to have education delivered in small chunks; for that they can go to Coursera, edX and Youtube. They want/need a uniquely HE experience, which for them involves hour long lectures! Of course, we don’t talk at students for an hour solid – do we? I hope not!!! – but that hour is a planned series of experiences that are not neat little 5-7 minute video montages, surrounded with “interactive quizzes” that are as disruptive to learning as they can be helpful.
getting to grips with – no evidence that online material does this more effectively
drawing out different voices – I am a fan of Lave and Wenger’s “legitimate peripheral participation” so am never worried by the student who sits quietly at the back. An asynchronous, text based interaction does allow different voices, and levels access UNLESS SOMEONE USES ALL CAPS, OF COURSE. but it can be just as inhibiting as asking for contributions from the lecture hall, if not necessarily in the same way, or for the same people. A dyslexic student, who is quite eloquent, when speaking directly, might be discouraged from typing in a forum.
more inclusive – no evidence that online material does this more effectively (to plagiarise my earlier comment)
prompt all sorts of good things (hopefully) – see above
fixing “assignmentitis” – see above, but also why couldn’t these carefully designed tasks have happened before Covid-19?
promote all sorts of more good things – like many of the above, we need the “when done well” suffix, which applied (and still applies) to learning design generally, not just a “new normal” situation.
The major problem with all this is the one simple truth of educational reform: it will always mean more work, and more resources, to improve educational attainment; and here I mean for students AND staff. The second truth is that change always makes things worse (particularly technological change) before it (hopefully, but not always) makes things better. This also requires a level of good will on the part of everyone involved, and the best way to have this is to engage in participatory design, rather than a “if it does not kill them it cures them” experiment. All this is an unasked for, major change to their experience and expectations, and (as if we could ever forget) they are our employers as well as our customers. Mitigating the risks, and the negatives, is IMHO as important, right now, as trying to gain a few benefits.
We need to ask, and then to listen, and then to act, WITH students.
From a personal perspective, as Course Leader as well as just a lecturer, the three months of lockdown have fallen into three chunks: dealing with the immediate support of learning and assessment for students scattered to the four winds; supporting an overwhelmed admin team trying to create a no detriment system on the fly; and COBR style speculation as to the best course of action for a lockdowned Autumn Term; I’m of the opinion that it is better to expect the worst and assume fully online delivery next term (at least), and hope for the best, where we have some face2face activities.
I’m not holding my breath for f2f, and am trying to imagine what a computer lab session could be, without any computers; as we cannot assume that our students (particularly new students) will have a decent enough PC to do the work. Computer Games Development, my course, has a heavy tech requirement, in its traditional delivery. We have two of the best equiped labs in the whole university, but these won’t be much use if we cannot access them at all, or at reduced capacity, which would quadruple class contact times; neither does this account for the self-study time we schedule for students to guarantee access to this necessary kit, which usually means the labs are in continuous and heavy use during office hours, every week day.
Most of my teaching consists of professional skills and application of knowledge from other, more traditional content-oriented modules. Students engage in large group activities for six, twelve and twenty four week projects, and have been “forced” into using CSCW tools widely used in the Games Industry. so, fortunately, in my case, the shift to online was about as painless as it could have been. The only obstacle was the one of access to technology and the Internet, which some students struggled with. This, however, is an ongoing and perennial problem.
My course team has been excellent BTW and we are exploring the idea of sending the computer labs to the students, using raspberry PI 4s as development platforms, computer substitutes, and VPN terminals to access on campus resources, as a means of delivering our teaching for at least the first term, should we be as locked down as we were in the Spring. Colleagues have been willing to explore adapting, and even developing new materials, that could be delivered on a sub £100 device, which could be loaned (or even gifted!) to students. All they would need would be an HDMI capable TV (and no televisions in recent production do not have these) and a USB keyboard and mouse, which can be picked up for £5 in most supermarkets. For students without any computer access, these could act as standalone PCs – the latest model PIs are more than capable desktop substitutes – and would be more cost effective than trying to purchase or lease laptops for everyone. They would also be amazing freebies for students 🙂 which might allay any frustrations if f2f classes prove to be impossible. Although we are lucking in Computer Science to have such an option, I’d imagine that creative thinking by a course team, especially if they involve the students – the raspberry PI idea came from a recent graduate to give full credit! – could overcome many potential issues that a return to full lockdown might otherwise cause.
Whatever we do, we need to talk to the students, and involve them as much as we can!